lex

It‘s just between you & me

2010-07-20T13:19:00.000-07:00

Every morning is a perfect day for me
with the sound of your sweet voice from a phone call.

It's second best to actually hold you in my arms,
under the blankets that protect us from the cold weather

Your sounding wake-up laughter over the phone is second best

to the cute smile I see in the morning,
when I hold you in my arms
after having spent another wonderful night with you.
"I Love You"s over the phone
always make me smile and i doesn't wanna hang up,
second best to looking into your eyes with those words,
and being able to kiss you afterwards,

But with you. You are my everything
The most important person in the world to me.
With you, there is no second best.
There is no one close to even being second or best.
I hold you, alone, in the most deepest place in my heart.
It's a place where I can feel you, still close, when you're far away from me.
Where I can close my eyes, and hear your voice,
listen to your laugh, and feel you.

So please, keep calling me in the morning.
Cause second to your kiss,
Theres no better alarm clock than your voice,
No better way to begin the day than with you.

For her. too bad couldn't have a chance to give u ♥ so i uploaded here for you :)

2010-05-08T21:53:00.000-07:00

Icy pink roses especially for u.

10 roses. another one more is with me. total 11 :)

You are my treasured one and the one I love most in my life

Nice? :)

Beryl's Romance Chocolate. For you :)

Tadda.. for u baby, too bad the flower is dead before i have a chance to give u. but never mind. i don't mind cause i can buy for u again.hehe.. I love u.

LaStly my letter of confession to you babygirl ♥

Sorry fr the liquiq paper. but i'll get another suprise for u real soon :p

10 Roses You are perfect
11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life

I'm back in IPOH.

2010-05-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

eventhough i just back for few days. its enough. main purpose to come back is to celebrate mother's day with my family.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOM

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING U GAVE ME

I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

WISH U STAY HEALTHY AND PRETTY :)'

AND TODAY IS OUR 1ST YEAR AND 7TH MONTH WITH MY BABY.

HOPES EVERYTHING GOES WELL.

FOR HER AND FOR ME.

LOVE YOU ALOTS.

ciaoz..

i miss u baby bell :(

i just got back to ipoh and i'm missing u lyk crazy. :(

My love towards you. and my promises.

2010-05-07T19:51:00.001-07:00

Mornings to everyone. today is a 8th day without her in my life. The purpose of writing this blog. is just to show my feelings and share all my feelings with everyone. especially with my beloved. baby. i just wanna let my feelings out.

Baby, do u know how much i love you? We've been together for 577days and tomorrow is our anniversary. i know why u need time to think. and i can understand everything u done till this far. i really can feel the love from you. and i'm being useless and not giving u any happiness and i promise u i changed. But at last i didn't change. I know its hard to change. But these whole week. i realize so many things. all the pain and suffers i get. is just another way round. that i treated u bad before. i admitted. But i'm really trying hard and i'm changing. i really just need a last chance from you. to let me love u again. and appreciate you.

I know girls minded are sensitive. even a small things can ruin up everything. thats why from today onwards. i will fulfill all my promises, i will put all my effort and heart in everything i do. just to win back your heart. Yes i admitted, its hard for u to forgive me. But i just hoping for a last chance and only one chance. Not to hurt u. but to cherish you.

Lately, i chat with many friends. asking about opinions, and advice. But at last i make all my own decision. This whole week. day and night, i can't have even one good night sleep. every night. i swear and im dreaming about u. EVERY NIGHT. But i know i have to be strong, to regain your confidence back on me. i know its hard. But i'll give it the best of my best. i won't give up on this relationship, it's not the matter of how long we've been together, it's the matter of how we treat each other and love each other right? And i also admitted i'm not a best boyfriend to you before. But i just need one more chance to prove everything to you.il be the best of the best.

i know your friends don't likes me. cause i'm being bad to you. But i promise. il do everything i can to make u happy and make people around u happy for u too. i'll give u freedom u wants, interest, things that u wanted to do, everything. and i will support u no matter what. i really hopes i can touched ur heart. feel ur heart. and care about u.

-I WILL CONSOLE YOU WHEN YOU'RE SAD
-I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU. NO MATTER ANYTHING HAPPEN.
-I WILL CHERISH YOU AND APPRECIATE YOU THAT I NEVER REALLY ALWAYS DONE
-I WILL MAKE U THE HAPPIEST GIRL U EVER FEEL

-I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF YOU AS MY FIRST PRIORITY. CAUSE U'RE MY BELOVED WHENEVER U NEED ME, EVENTHOUGH WHAT I'M DOING. I'LL PUT AWAY ANYTHING. JUST TO COME AND FIND YOU
-I WILL ALWAYS FULFILL MY PROMISE. WITHOUT ANY REGRETS.
-I WILL LOVE YOU FOR ALL MY LIFE
-I WILL PAMPER U LIKE A BABY WHENEVER U'RE HAPPY AND SAD.
-I WILL ALWAYS MESSAGE YOU ALL THE TIME NO MATTER WHAT I'M DOING
-I QUITTED POOL FOR YOU, NO REGRETS
-I WILL ALWAYS GIVE U SUPRISES AND GIFTS TO MAKE U HAPPY
-I WILL GIVE U SUPRISES FOR EVERY CELEBRATION. PROMISED wont break promise.
-I WILL ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF YOU. AND ALWAYS STAND ON UR SIDE
-I WILL ALWAYS THINK FROM UR POSITION. I WILL AND I ALWAYS DO NOW.
-I WUN BE SO SENSTIVE. SO JEALOUSY AND I WILL LISTEN AND DO EVERYTHING U WANT ME TO DO.
-I WILL ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOUR COMPLAINS. I WILL JUST SIT AND LISTEN. SHARING IS CARING.
-I WONT ARGUE WITH U ANYMORE. NO MATTER WHOSE FAULT. I'LL ALWAYS TOLERATE U.
-I WILL BE PATIENCE. EVERYTHING. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. IL STAY CALM AND PATIENCE
-I WILL REALLY CHANGE MY TEMPERED. AND I CHANGED. I KNOW ITS NOT EASY. BUT THESE WHOLE WEEK I REALLY REALISE. I REALLY CAN CHANGE.

I MISS U DAY AND NIGHT
WISH TO HUG U EVERY DAY.
WISH TO KISSES U GOODNIGHT.
MISSING U EVERY TIME I WAKES.

EVENTHOUGH U'RE NOT BY MY SIDE
I ALWAYS THINKS OF YOU
EVEN DREAM YOU EVERY NIGHT

I CANT SLEEP.
I CANT EAT.
I CRIED
IM DEPRESS

I DAY DREAM

ALL DAY I JUST CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU

I SUFFER
NOT TO TORTURE MYSELF.

AND NOT TRYING TO GET SYMPATHY FROM ANYONE
JUST BECAUSE I LOVE U SO MUCH.

IM TRYING TO BE STRONG.
TO REGAIN CONFIDENCE FROM YOU.
TO WIN BACK YOUR HEART.
TO MAKE U FEEL SECURE WITH ME.
I JUST LOVE YOU THAT I CANT DESCRIBE WITH ANY WORDS.
MY FEELING FOR U JUST CANT DESCRIBE HOW DEEP I'VE FALL FOR U. I JUST CANT DESCRIBE.
I JUST CANT GO ON WITH MY LIFE WITHOUT U.
I'M NOT DEPENDING.
BUT I JUST NEED YOU. AND I WANT TO U BE IN MY LIFE AND BE MY HAPPIEST LIFETIME WIFE. I KNOW I DONT DESERVE A CHANCE YET. BUT I'LL WAIT TILL THE DAY U ACCEPT ME BACK.

I really wish how good if i can ever call u my baby again. my beloved. every single name that i called u before.

How i wish u're always be there to care for me.

How i wish i can spend everyday with you. how i wish i can cry with you when i'm sad.

How i wish the way u appreciate me and the way u concern me

How i wish we can hug each other and kisses all night

How i wish u can cook and i can cook for u again

How i wish u can webcam with me again

How i wish u can come ipoh with me again

How i wish u can cherish me and pamper me again

How i wish i can take pictures of you now

How i wish i can see you everyday

How i wish things wont happen.

How i wish i can make u smile and laugh everyday again.

How i wish i can make u sweet.

How i wish to wakes u up and make u a breakfast now

How i wish u will call me now and say I LOVE U.

How i wish u come back to me now. No matter how many wishes i made. i hope all will come true. But i have to take prove it to u and my determination. then only this way. i only have a chance to make u have confidence on me again.

I love you so much, i just wish u can come back to me. i just wanna correct my mistakes. and i will never do it again. il treat this as my last chance to this relationship. i'm saying this cause i dun wan to do any things that i hurt u and make u sad again. i want to make u happy everyday. cause this is what love meant to be. I love u so deeply until i can't even describe it anymore. Hope that u can forgive me one day. and i can win back ur heart. my baby bell. my soh chu. bao bei. my piggydear. :)

Loves from lexy

我爱你一辈子

10.00am Saturday 8/5/2010

I love u more than i can say...

2009-03-06T09:48:00.000-08:00

It's been a while we didnt meet up each other..

i miss u so..

wish u're beside me always..

i hope i can see u soon..

and my heart is always with you..

I LOVE U...

miss the time when im with u..

BABI..

killing disaster

2008-11-27T01:06:00.000-08:00

101 killed in Mumbai Attacks
Thursday November 27, 2008

Teams of heavily armed gunmen stormed luxury hotels, a popular restaurant and a crowded train station in coordinated attacks across India's financial capital Thursday morning, killing at least 101 people and taking Westerners hostage, police said. A previously unknown group, apparently Muslim militants, took responsibility for the attacks.

Teams of gunmen stormed luxury hotels, a popular restaurant, a crowded train station and a Jewish group's headquarters in India's financial capital, killing at least 101 people, taking Westerners hostage and leaving parts of the city under siege Thursday.

LONDON: A 36-year-old Malaysian woman has been jailed 10 years for trafficking in 2.1kg of cocaine to Britain.

Susanna Janury,a child minder from Selangor, caused a stir when she changed her plea to guilty at the start of the three-day hearing on Tuesday.

Leicester Crown Court judge Michael Pert QC passed the sentence and recommended that she be deported after serving her time.

The prosecution officer was Jonathan Vincent from the Customs and Excise Department while Graham Humston was defence counsel.

Susanna had in August claimed trial to having fraudulently imported the drugs at the East Midlands Airport in Loughborough, Leicestershire County, on April 30.

The prosecution said that immigration officers had “challenged” her when she flew in from Gambia on that day as they were not satisfied with her documents.

However, they issued her with temporary papers to enter the country and she had to report back the next day.

The drugs were subsequently recovered from a concealed compartment in her luggage at her hotel room.

Susanna is lucky to have escaped with a 10-year sentence as the Misuse of Drugs Act 1971 provides for a maximum penalty of a life sentence and/or a fine because cocaine is listed as a Class A drug, regarded by British law as the most dangerous.

During the preliminary inquiry at a lower court in June, the prosecution had described her as a professional drug courier who had “travelled all over”, including to countries such as Peru, Spain, India, Australia and Gambia before arriving in Britain.

my dream car..

2008-11-27T00:59:00.000-08:00

Porsche Carrera 911

No liquor No life~

2008-11-26T12:11:00.000-08:00

ABSOLUTE RASPBERRI..great taste with 7-up~

CHIVAS REGAL
Whenever we go club, CHIVAS for sure..mixes with coke..

Hennessy another one of my favourite..strong and thick taste.. nice for shots..

This is ABSOLUTE VODKA.. we ussually mix this with peel fresh..its nice..

and
SCORPION TEQUILA
is
one
of
my fav
now..

Lastly...
JACK is my best friend..
fine whisky ever..

can u come beside me?

2008-11-22T13:20:00.000-08:00

mISS..

BABYGIRL

BADLY

nEEd..

HER

NOW..

i want u beside me now..

♥ u..my dear..

miss u..

2008-11-21T12:06:00.000-08:00

I WANNA WEBBIE with MY BABYGALLLL...
Can I?
but she sleep already...lolxxxx
hehehehehehe...

My BELOVED,

I love u more than anyone love u..
I miss u more than anyone miss u..
I cherish every moment we had..
I care for u more than anyone does..
I will make u happy more than anyone does..

When u're sad..
I'll be by urside to console u..
When u're happy,
I'll be cheering with u by urside..
When u fall,
I'll be always the one who stay beside u..
No matter what,
U will just be the only one..
that stays in my heart forever..

A big MUAXX for u..
my babygirllll..

♥

lonely night

2008-11-21T11:25:00.000-08:00

IT's 3.28am~

and I'm SO BORED..and I CAN'T SLEEP =(

miss my friends and brothers in NILAI..all are having sem break now.. but we will have a gathering soon on the end of DEC..!!
nothing to do so, i'm blogging now..^^

Actually, life during college is better than holidays.. We always enjoy, having fun together..
And we always CHITCHAT and share out our feelings..
Kinda miss those day at apartment and college..
all of us always go hang out at kl, go clubbing, go lepak.. MISS those days lots..
MISS my fucking hausmate too..
hope can back to college soon..^^

playing CHO DAI DI.. wo lai deng yu mei you lai.. lolx.. know wat it mean guys?

Smoke~smoke~smoke~

Chaoz guys..

To all my brothers and friends..

Nitex and morning!!

miss my babygirlll...

and she's sleeping...piggy...lolx

muax =3

I LOVE U as i always do

2008-11-20T09:11:00.000-08:00

Every time I look at you my beloved
I see something new..

That takes me higher than before 
and makes me want you more..

I don't wanna sleep tonight 
dreamin is just a waste of time..

When I look at what my life's been coming to
I'm all about LOVIN you..

I won't fade away
and my heart will always be yours..

I LOVE U for eternity
and i will let NO ONE to take u away from me..

I will sTay with U till the end of my life..

happy day!!

2008-11-15T11:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY AND A TIRING DAY..
HAPPY because CAN MEET MY DEAR..
TIRED because BEEN DRIVING FOR THE WHOLE DAY..
but it's WORTH IT!!!!!!

wake up quite early in the morning..
get ready myself to find babygirl..
started journey at 9.30am..
reach there about 11 plus..cause of raining heavily on the way..
call my babygirl wake up..but she lazy wake up..what a piggy..haha..
fetch my sopoh and went out to times square and makan..
went back to nilai with her..
take a nap with my babygirl..(she looks cute when she's sleeping)^^
fetch her back to her house around 6sumthing..
after fetching her..i drive back to ipoh..
miss her alot during the way back..keep thinking of her..

PIGGY DEAR!!
I LOVE U ALOTSS!!
MISS U VERY MUCHiee!!!
WANNA SEE U EVERYDAY!!!
MUAXXXXXXX =3

This picture i curi-curi take one..hehe..blur dear..

take note everyone!!

2008-11-10T06:17:00.000-08:00

This mai piggy dear..cute rite? ^^

**ATTENTION**

Soo HAPPY today..because me and my babygall already together

for 1 MONTH and 1 DAY!! wohoo..

Actually today can say a boring day for me..

Ipoh is so FREAKING BORED..

I want to go and find my babygall la..

haiz..

BORING day as usual..miss my babygirl lyk hell..wanna find her..wanna see her so badly..aihz..promise her will find her this week..hope i can find her...HEHEHHE..

My babygirl draw this during her kitchen class..hehe..piggy..

so miss me meh?hehehe..

Fall for you

2008-11-09T09:54:00.000-08:00

This is my piggy dear..she is hyper and cute!!!love her very much..wan pinch her d..im so glad to meet someone lyk her..she really cares for me alot..and love me..and always will console me when i'm sad..and she always will ask me whether i am sick anot..i love u dear..i really do..

Remember the first time i met with u at mos..what i did?hehe..i also can't believe myself that i dare to kiss u..cause i don't even know u like me anot..and somemore u say i very cool...but then i just cant hold my feelings anymore and wanted to tell u..that i got feelings on u..at last i did..

That night is really a memorable day for me..i still remember what we did that day..the m

oment when we're together..so sweet..After went back to my house, i text u..then i still doubt that i got chance to be with u anot..and im thinking do u like me..and all kind of stuff...

The next day u accepted me..and i was so happy..i never thought that i will have a chance to be with you..and what i dream for come true..

Then the following weekend i met u at sunway pyramid, 1st time pak tor with u abit shy..haha..but then u not shy to even hold my hand..that time i got a bit shy de..but feel very sweet and happy..

After that, too bad my friend all there..so we cant do anything..they all keep laughing at us somemore..hehe..but that day was really happy..the first time I went out with u..

Day by days, i love u more and more..i cant stop thinking about you now..i want u by myside..i wan to hug u, kiss u, and sleep with u..u r really important to me in my life now..

I don't wanna lose u dear..i wanna be with u forever..i wan to see u everyday, i wan to sleep with u everyday..i wan to b with u every moment dear..i really can't tell u how much i love u..bcoz i can’t measure how much I love u..can't live without u dear..i just hope that our relationship can last forever..

thinking of u always :)

2008-11-09T03:49:00.000-08:00

Boring day~~

woke up at 1 something today. i think my dear wake me up...
nothing much to do today..kim mun ask me go play lucky..so go lor..coz stay at home till so bored..
took my lunch at home and reach there about 2 .30pm then start playing..
i sms my babygirl and tell her that im gonna go play snooker. While she's going to pavillion with her mom and sis..
miss my dear so much...like her voice =)
i started playin lucky. And i lose quite alot of money, then i started keep smoking..
After that, i start to win back some money..hehe..lucky no lose..win 5 rinngit..can buy cigg..yeh!!
Then i msg my dear tell her that i goin kopitiam with friends..
Then she tell me she inside fitting room, waiting for me to chg for her..haha..horny dear=) (actualli im the horny one =p) shhh...
Afta yamcha there, went back home and call my dear..
this piggy dear..always dun listen to me..smokesmokemsmoke..drink starbuck somemore..so rich..haha..
Then afta that my dear tell me she left 11 bucks afta drink starbuck..hahahaha..bodohnya..but i love ur bodohness..hehe..
Now is 8.02pm..doing nothing at home..waiting my dear to come back..miss her lots..lonely everyday without her..

miss you much..

piggy dear...XoXo

*10 Roses*	*You are perfect*
*11 Roses*	*You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life*